i am: waiting for Justin to get home.
i know: that I have become a better mother than my own was.
i want: a house big enough for my husband and children
i have: two fabulous children and a husband who tries very hard
i wish: money wasn't ever an issue
i hate: clutter, it's time for a yard sale
i miss: having time to scrapbook
i fear: Something happening to my family
i feel: like I'm running on fumes, not enough time in one day.
i hear: The baby moniter and Jax talking to his toys
i smell: warm apple candle
i crave: Starbucks and chicken enchilada's from El Sombrero
i search: for grocery sales and cheap gas
i wonder: when we are finally gonna find a house to buy
i regret: Not finishing college before I had kids
i love: paper, chipboard, coffee and of course my family
i ache: My head has been pounding for days now
i care: for my close friends and accuantinces
i always: call stores for diaper prices and if they are on sale, before I buy
i am not: getting motivated to do the laundry
i believe: family is the most important thing
i dance: to Aydann's made up songs or my ipod
i sing: in the car or with Aydann
i cry: when Justin and I fight about money
i don’t always: credit Justin for his hard work
i fight: the urge to buy when I "want" something.
i write: on my blog, and one to each of my children
i win: the bedtime war
i lose: some wars with my two years old
i never: eat anything that once lived in water, yuck
i confuse: wants and needs
i listen: to the news in the morning, and then cartoons for an hour
i can usually be found: at home with my family or the scrapbook store finding peace
i am scared: that it will be another 6 months before we buy a house
i need: not much, it's usually for the kids
i am happy about: our savings account being secure and my husband being happy about his "dumb" motorcycle today. :)